For John by Joyce Dudley

We’re dancing to the Bee Gee’s song: 

 

How Deep is Your Love?

 

I’m at home in your strong arms.

 

I nuzzle up to your neck. 

I feel you. 

I smell you. 

I breathe deep because I want more. 

I lay my head on your shoulder. 

I nuzzle in deeper rubbing my cheeks from side to side on your neck and well-worn shirt; you delight in my movements.

 

Your arms still around me you bring me in even closer - we keep dancing. 

I never want to let go. 

I miss you so much. 

You tell me you will always be there for me - waiting on the dance floor...and that’s comforting, but it’s not enough ...but it is something. 

 

I will always love you Johnny...but you know that.

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Joyce Dudley is the district attorney of Santa Barbara County and a board member of Hospice of Santa Barbara. Joyce recently wrote, Can Grief Allow Us to Be Joyful and Happy Again? Featured in Noozhawk. To read her reflections, please click here.